Catatan Seorang Hamba

16th Anniversary with Mama - Thanks for the creative video.

2011-05-25T14:27:00.017+08:00

Click Here for - 16th Anniversary Video - Homemade

Lagu Kau dan Aku

2011-04-26T23:21:00.003+08:00

Lagu kenangan, hadiah dari seseorang yang teristimewa. Love u so much.

Umrah Mac 2011

2011-03-25T23:17:00.004+08:00

Family Melaka akhirnya disahkan tiket dan penerbangan ke Saudi untuk mengerjakan umrah melalui pakej Abrar Travel Sdn Bhd. Trip kali ini bermula dari 10hb Mac 2011 - 22hb Mac 2011. Semua sekali 7 orang termasuk Adib dan Azim. Banyak bebudak pelajari kali ni, macam mana nak tawaf, saie dan sebagainya. Di bawah ni beberapa gambar di sana untuk kenangan.

First Update 2011

2011-03-05T09:19:00.016+08:00

Sekejap masa berlalu, since last update October 2010. Sebenarnya banyak nak diceritakan, dari bulan ke bulan, dan bertukar tahun, apa yg dapat dicatatkan di sini adalah ringkasan sebagai kenangan bila masa pantas berlalu.

October berlalu begitu pantas kerana banyak fokus diberikan pada projek UKM yang mana deadline nya 28/02/2011. Alhamdulillah, atas fokus dan komitmen yg baik, semua tu seperti dirancang.

November banyak aktiviti, bermula dengan menyambut birthday 3/11... erm dah tambah lagi setahun. Ummi dan Mama bergabung tahun ni untuk hadiah besar... iPhone4. Terima kasih semua. Celebrate secara kecil-kecilan sahaja sebab jatuh pada hari kerja. Diulang sambut sekali lagi masa weekend dengan anak2.

December musim cuti sekolah, maknanya musim jalan2 dan musim yang dinanti-nantikan. Kalau ikut plan asal, December ni ke Arab Saudi untuk mengerjakan umrah, tapi visa Umrah tak dikeluarkan oleh kedutaan Arab sampai end of February.. projek kami ditangguh sampai cuti March 2011. Untuk memenuhi December 2010 ni, kami pun plan secara ad-hoc... nasib baik semua berjalan lancar.

Mulakan journey as tourist di negeri sendiri, rupanya banyak jugak tempat di Melaka sendiri yg dah lama tak pergi... kami pergi museum2 sekitar kapal replika di Bandar Hilir dan beberapa tempat menarik sekitarnya...

Lepas tu layan jugak aktiviti-aktiviti riadah, berkayak, jogging dan berenang dan main air di Wonderland.

Dah puas dekat Melaka, kami pun berpindah ke tempat-tempat menarik di KL, antaranya Cosmo World, Petrosains, Aquaria etc. Di sini, sempat upload beberapa gambar menarik aje... mana boleh nak sumbat semua kan.

Ni akibat layan abang2 dia main yg extreme2... mabuk dan rasa loya dan nak muntah lepas main DNA Mixer di Cosmo World, Berjaya Times Square. Hampir 1 jam jugak untuk hilang rasa 'MIXED DNA'nya tu. Dah tua rupanya, he he he...

As long u all happy...

Along dan Alan... erm, masa ni dah tak join... sebab tak nak mabuk free lagi.

Journey December 2010 tak berhenti di KL sahaja, kami ke Perlis stay 1 malam, sempat ke Padang Besar. Hajat hati nak ke Gua Kelam, tapi ditutup sebab jambatan dalam gua tu runtuh. Sempat berjalan2 sekitar Perlis dan makan seafood di Kuala Perlis. Perkembangan terbaru di Kangar, sekarang dah ada Bowling... ok jugak, at least ade aktiviti walaupun musim hujan.

Pagi esoknya, awal dah keluar ke Kuala Perlis supaya dapat naik ferry awal ke Langkawi. Alhamdulillah, masih ada tiket awal pagi... walaupun Jeti nampak sesak.

Sampai di Langkawi, kami sewa Innova untuk 4 hari 3 malam tu. Pulau Langkawi ni kalau dah musim cuti sekolah, memang sesak... tapi apa nak buat dah namanya cuti. Kami stay di Hotel berdepan dengan Pantai Chenang. Kami tak ler terkejar2 sebab banyak hari di situ. Memang semua tempat kami pergi walaupun bukanlah kali pertama ke sana. Yang tempat baru kami pergi Pulau Payar... walaupun tak boleh lawan Pulau2 di Pantai Timur, ade jugak ler anak2 jerung yang boleh puaskan hati bebudak ni pergi Pulau Payar ni.

Last day, kami main di Pantai Chenang je... masing-masing try jetski dan lain2...

Aktiviti May 2010 Lalu

2010-10-15T11:32:00.006+08:00

Scuba diving adalah satu aktiviti yang menarik. Aku, ummi dan yati (adik) dah pun memulakan kelas dari tahun lepas lagi (Sept 2009)... dan akhirnya, pada May 2010, kami pun menamatkan kelas kami tu di Tioman, scuba diving di open water. Alhamdulillah, semua dah dapat sijil kebenaran scuba dari NAUI.

Untuk kelas anak2 (Azfar, Azlan dan Azri)... diorang akan masuk dan buat terus di Tioman, dijangkakan dalam bulan Mac, 2011. Lepas tu baru semua boleh enjoy aktiviti scuba ni... kalau mama nak join sekali pun Mac 2011 ni, dialu-alukan...

Sedang menyiapkan peralatan sebelum turun ke laut.

Bergambar beramai-ramai sebelum memulakan aktiviti di open water.

Kami bergambar didasar laut. Arus agak kuat dan suasana agak kabur di dalam tu.

Ini aje ler gambar yg sempat diuploadkan kali ni. InsyaAllah, kalau ada umur dan rezeki, Mac 2011, lebih menarik dengan gelagat2 anak2 yang join sekali.

Update.

2010-10-14T01:45:00.006+08:00

Ni dah hampir pukul 2 pagi. Rasa tak dapat nak lelapkan mata selepas seharian bertungkus lumus di client site, CUCMS.

Ni nak update sikit blog yg dah lama tak di lawati ni. Biase lah, dah asyik dengan FB, laman ni cuma untuk letakkan nukilan2 bagi ingatan sepanjang hidup ini.

Ni nak update sikit pasal hari raya aidilfitri yg lepas. Alhamdulillah, semua berseronok di aidil fitri kali ini sebab semua dapat bersama di satu tempat. Bukan senang nak dapat schedule yang macam ni, ... macam gerhana bulan yg datang sekali sekala. Semua akibat kesibukan dgn aktiviti seharian kalau di hari2 biasa.

Macam biasa bergambar di pagi aidilfitri, dan buat koleksi setiap tahun. Dapat lihat balik perkembangan family ni dari setahun ke setahun. Allah maha kaya dan melimpahkan rahmatNya bagi kami semua.

Mama dan Ummi yang cantik di pagi raya. Tanpa kamu siapa lah aku.

Post istimewa buat tahun ni. Semoga berjumpa lagi di tahun akan datang.

Family Day

2010-04-25T21:32:00.010+08:00

Agak lama tak update blog ni. Terlalu banyak perkara yang memerlukan perhatian. Especially projek-projek yang dah sampai peringkat yang kritikal.

Anyway, sempat jugak meluangkan masa dengan family pada 15 Apr 2010 hari tu ke Genting, sempena cuti Melaka Bandaraya Bersejarah. Kali ni berbeza sikit, sebab my big-family semua pergi. Suka tengok semua happy, dan semoga berkekalan hingga ke syurga.

**Luv U Till The End **

** Dah Penat, Makan Sweet Potato **

Update...

2010-02-11T01:50:00.003+08:00

Dah lama betul tak menjenguk blog ni. Bukan apa, bila dah kena uruskan macam-macam hal ni, kekadang nak login ke blogger untuk update pun dah naik malas. Bukan kurang aktiviti-aktiviti yang nak diceritakan.

Just update sikit kat bawah ni...

Azri dah masuk asrama Sekolah Agama Sultan Muhammad. Permohonan dia masuk ke MRSM Gemencheh (aliran agama) tak kesampaian bila keputusan permohonan gagal. Bukan tak bagus, tapi macam-macam kriteria menghalang. Tapi alhamdulillah, di SMASM ni pun dia bergiat aktif dengan aktiviti masjid. Moga2 dia dapat ilmu yg berguna.

Along pulak, dah bagi dia target untuk dia capai tahun ni. Dah susunkan jadual waktu belajar dan mama akan follow up every day. Mungkin duduk di rumah tu ... kalau tak dikawal, banyak masa terbuang dengan TV dan sebagainya. Harap along mesti kuatkan tekad dan usaha dengan lebih gigih lagi.

Alan... macam tu ler jugak ... tak boleh lupa bila dia tertinggal kasut dia kat rumah ... pergi sekolah pakai selipar,... kali ni mama talipon mintak tolong hantar pun, ayah buat tak kisah jer ... biar dia belajar dari kesilapan... biar kena marah dengan cikgu. Lain kali kemaskan semua keperluan sekolah sebelum tidur malam. Harap ler alan boleh berubah cepat. Lebih berdisiplin.

Ajim, semakin rajin belajar. Tu pun ikut angin dia. Kalau masa dia nak buat kerja sekolah tu, makan pun tak nak. Tapi bila malas sampai... bersepah jer lah buku-buku dan beg dia. Seronok tengok dia membesar dan keletah dia memang kekadang mengalahkan orang dewasa.

Adib, makin montel dan pandai. Bila gelak kena geletek tu ... memang cute. Memang tak leh nak lepas peluang kalau tak cium pipi dia.

Lately banyak travel. Tu untuk menguruskan semua projek yg sedang berjalan ... dan mencari peluang-peluang baru. Penat tu memang ler tak leh nak cakap. Kalau Ummi free, dia akan temankan. Dia akan tolong pandu kereta ke destinasi. Maklumlah, diri sendiri ni macam ada virus... bila pegang aje stering... rasa mengantuk tu tetiba jer datang.
Kalau Ummi tak free, redah aje ler.

Mama sambut birthday 6/2/2010. Hari tu pulak kena hadiri bengkel dengan team upsi. Sorry lah mama tak de celebrate sangat tahun ni... But i believe you all happy berada di KL during that weekend. The best things, di ketuai oleh Along, diorang belikan kek untuk mama ... makan di hotel petang sabtu tu ... thanks untuk semua tolong ayah ni.

Aktiviti Mingguan

2009-12-20T22:13:00.004+08:00

Ahad 20th December 2009, pagi-pagi lagi dah melawat tapak projek di rumah mak Bedah... Ni projek tambak tanah dan buat longkang ... projek keluar duit ... bukan untuk masyuk duit. Kebetulan Hospital Melaka dalam projek nak naik taraf kemudahan parking bertingkat, dan selaras dengan plan untuk menambak tanah yg dah dibeli 2 tahun lepas tu ... kami pun invest sikit untuk buat proper longkang di tanah tu. Dah banyak jugak dia tambak... Gambar2 projek tu ... tak sempat nak ambik tadi.

Lunch di Mydin dan terus main boling. Jemput busu Zamry dan wife main sekali. Ramai dan meriah ler jugak. Sampai pukul 5:30ptg baru habis.

Nasib baik ler Adib kecik lagi, kalau tak dia pun sibuk nak baling bola tu...

Malam dah tak larat, semua tidor awal.

Happy Birthday Azim.

2009-12-20T21:48:00.006+08:00

Semalam birthday Azim (19th December 2009 - 4 years old). Kebetulan sama hari dengan anak kawan Mama dari Johor. So, kami pun buat sekali di rumah Melaka. 2 family yg sambut hari lahir anak2. Pagi tu macam biasa aku bawa anak2 berenang di Kolam Renang pukul 11:00am.

Sampai di rumah, semua tetamu dah sampai, birthday boy baru sampai. Lepas dia dah bersalin baju hensem, kitorang pun buat sikit majlis potong kek dan lunch sekali di rumah.

Menu hari ni ... Nasik Arab (versi Ayam) dari MakNgah Gemas, Lasagne (betul ke eja ni) Special dari auntie Azimah dari Skudai Johor, lauk-lauk macam sambal udang, buah-buahan dan minuman oleh tuan rumah sendiri. Buat kecil-kecilan je. Hari tu pulak hujan tak henti-henti ... memang lebat dan cuaca dingin sahaja.

Habis tu kami bergambar untuk kenang-kenangan. Banyak gambar2 cute, tapi cuma 2 ni jer yang sempat disumbatkan kat blog ni.

Weekend - 12/12/2009

2009-12-13T00:06:00.007+08:00

Hari ni dari pagi asyik berjalan sampai ler lepas isyak baru balik. Macam biasa pagi layan bebudak di Kolam Renang MPMBB, dari pukul 9:00am pagi sampai 10:45am. Happy tengok Abg Azim dah pandai dan berani berenang di kolam dalam. Cuma belum pandai nak naik ambik nafas lagi. Mungkin 1-2 weekend lagi insyaAllah boleh tu. Dah janji dengan dia, kalau dah pandai berenang, nanti nak berenang dengan ikan-ikan cantik di Tioman. Teruja betul dia.

Lepas tu pergi rumah Abg Rahmat (Bibik), kenduri kahwin anak dia di Taman Krubong Indah. Lepas pukul 1:30pm, ke rumah Pegawai Jabatan Pendidikan di Taman Elok, Bukit Serindit... anak dia melangsungkan pernikahan dan majlis kenduri.

Belum sempat sampai rumah, Nurul dan family dah sampai rumah... kawan Mama masa di UTM KL. Kebetulan dia datang Melaka bercuti di A-Famosa, dia singgah tengok Muhammad Adib. Lepas tu kami bercadang untuk menunggu matahari terbenam di Kuala Linggi sambil dinner seafood di Fort Supai... tempat ni cantik dan selesa. Sunset yang cantik kami saksikan di sini sebab kebetulan hari ni pemandangan sangat clear.

Lepas solat Maghrib di Restoran tu, kami menjamu hidangan yang dah dipesan. Menu hari ni Ikan Siakap masak Steam, Ikan Jenahak bakar (2 ekor), sotong bakar dan sotong goreng tepung, ketam masak black pepper, sup dan sayur. Masing-masing menjamu selera dengan begitu tawadduk sekali. Selesai makan dan rehat-rehat di situ (makan angin sepoi2 bahasa) kami pun bertolak balik, Nurul dan family melalui Port Dickson untuk balik ke Kapar... kami terus balik ke Gangsa. Sampai dah hampir pukul 9:45pm. Nasib baik Adib tak meragam ... suka dia dapat jalan-jalan.

Tahniah Azri - UPSR 5A.

2009-12-08T20:08:00.006+08:00

Tahniah pada Azri sebab dapat 5A dalam peperiksaan UPSR baru-baru ni. Macam biasa ler, apa yg dah dijanjikan, memang dia akan tuntut. PSP berkamera dan insentif tunai lebih RM150. Boleh dapat negotiate PSP biasa jer ... sebab yang berkamera tu macam tak berbaloi... sebab cuma 1.3 Megapixel jer. Tu dah kowtim.

Next, nak plankan ke arah mana dia nak tuju. Samada aliran agama atau aliran biasa menjadi pertaruhan dan perkiraan. Untuk memberikan masa berfikir, borang kemasukan ke Sekolah Agama Labu, MRSM dan kemasukan ke sekolah2 agama Melaka dah diisi dan dihantar. Harap-harap boleh ler dapat keputusan yang bijak sebelum 25hb December 2009 ni.

Thanks for the roses...

2009-11-04T18:50:00.003+08:00

Bunga Mawar merupakan sejenis tumbuhan berbunga yang sering di tanam sebagai pokok hiasan. Tumbuhan berbunga mula muncul pada zaman Cretaceous. Pokok berbunga pertama adalah angiosperm.

Bunga Mawar adalah salah satu tumbuhan berbunga, oleh itu dalam kumpulan Angiosperm. Bunga Mawar adalah satu bunga asing bagi bangsa Melayu dan merupakan satu kebudayaan asing yang baru bertapak di dunia Melayu.

Bunga Mawar mempunyai keharuman yang lemah dan tidak sekuat bunga tempatan. Ini mungkin disebabkan bunga Mawar tidak banyak mempunyai persaingan.

Dalam kebudayaan barat, dan kini dalam kebudayaan Melayu, bunga Mawar melambangkan bunga cinta.

Thanks mama for the roses.

Melangkah Umur 40 Tahun.

2009-11-03T19:58:00.009+08:00

"Life Begin at 40" - Betul ke statement tu?? Apa-apa pun, yang paling penting, aku bersyukur kepada Allah kerana meminjam dan memberikan aku kehidupan di dunia selama ini. Dan memohon agar Allah panjangkan umur dan memberikan rahmat ke atas diri ini dan ahli keluarga semua.

Menjelang genapnya umur ke-40, orang-orang yang tersayanglah yang paling sibuk merangka program-program meraikannya. Simple but so sweet.

Malam menjelang 3hb November 2009, dalam kesibukan Ummi menjalankan urusan kerjanya di Shah Alam... sempat balik ke KL untuk makan malam bersama. Hari ni ummi belanja... makan di Naili's Ampang. Memang tersandar lepas tu ...

Lunch tengahari 3hb November 2009, mama mewakilkan one of IKCM Staff, Maz... sponsor makan tengahari di Domino Pizza, Giant Hypermarket... bersama kek dari Secret Recipe.

Thanks to both of you ... I appreciate it so much, dan moga kasih sayang kita semua sentiasa bercambah tanpa sempadan.

Anak-anak tak lupa juga... Azlan balik dari rombongan ke Perlis dan Penang, sempat belikan ayah baju jersey Chelsea. The price does not matter.., keikhlasan dan ingatan tu yang membuatkan ayah gembira.

Kepada semua yang telah menghantarkan ucapan-ucapan dan doa, terima kasih banyak-banyak.

Bunga dari Ummi.

Kek Creative Mama.

Baju Sumbangan Azlan.

Selamat Datang - Ahli Baru dalam Keluarga Kami

2009-10-28T14:00:00.002+08:00

Tanggal 26hb October 2009, pada pukul 5:15pm, mama selamat melahirkan seorang lagi putera bagi menyerikan lagi keluarga kami yang dah cukup meriah dengan 4 putera yang sedia ada. Mama dah bertarung untuk keluarkan nya dari pukul 10 pagi lagi ...

Nama masih belum ditentukan lagi, ada beberapa pendapat dan pandangan sedang dipertimbangkan.

Tengok gambar dia masa berumur 2 jam setengah. Cute dan comelnya... macam yang lain2 jer struktur muka dan kulit.

Alhamdulillah, bersyukur kami sekeluarga dengan anugerah yang tak ternilai ini.

Saat Mama Bertarung Nyawa...

2009-10-26T00:12:00.002+08:00

Di kala ini, mama sedang dalam persiapan akhir untuk bertarung nyawa bagi melahirkan seorang lagi zuriat kurniaan Allah pada kami. Moga besarnya dalam kasih dan sayang kami semua.

Khas Buat Mama dan Ummi...

2009-10-25T23:31:00.001+08:00

Aku sentiasa berdoa agar kita semua berbahagia di dunia dan di akhirat.
Semoga kita dapat mencapai tahap keluarga yang dirahmati Allah selalu.

Buat Rakyat Padang Indonesia - Gempa Sept 2009

2009-10-14T12:13:00.003+08:00

Kami panjatkan doa agar Tuhan ringankan beban yang mereka tanggung.

Ubah Suai Taman Air

2009-09-01T19:15:00.005+08:00

Minggu lepas, dalam pada puasa tu, kami menjalankan projek pemindahan taman air pancut yang dah selama 3 tahun berada di tempat lamanya.

Gambar atas ni, tempat asal dan kolam yg dah lama, dengan lumut dan berbagai pokok menjalar yg hidup subur...

Kerja-kerja pemindahan sedang berjalan. Nampak macam ramai yg buat kan, tapi ... yg betul-betul berkecimpung dari mula hingga habis, Along... kalau tak de diorang ni ... memang tak bergerak ler jawabnya pancuran air ni.

Gambar atas ni, finally selepas semua dipindahkan ditempat baru ... taklah jauh sangat... cuma 5 meter dari tempat asal. Boleh tahan jugak macam Eric Leong ...

Selamat Datang Ramadhan.

2009-09-01T19:13:00.002+08:00

Dah agak lambat, tapi bagi semua yg mengenali diri ini, maafkan lah kalau ada tersalah dan tersilap. Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al Mubarrak.

dah makin bersarang - sesawang ni

2009-05-06T17:10:00.003+08:00

Macam tak percaya last update dalam blog ni awal February 2009. Busy betul aku ni...

Sepanjang dari bulan February 2009 sampai May 2009 ni... macam2 dah berlaku dalam hidup ni ...

Tak apa lah ... nanti aku update ...

Update Part 2...

2009-02-28T10:13:00.007+08:00

Dah bersawang blog ni agaknya... dari start tahun baru tak sempat nak hadap... ni update le sikit lagi.

First sekali, nak ucapkan Selamat Tahun Baru Masihi 2009 dan Selamat Maal Hijrah ... walaupun dah basi. Sekali lagi azam dibulatkan dan mulakan tekad untuk mencapainya. Tahun ni berazam untuk menstabilkan semua keadaan, dalam keadaan ekonomi yang dijangka dilanda Tsunami ni, kena banyak berhati-hati dan sentiasa peka kepada perubahan angin ekonomi yang berteras dan bertunjangkan ekonomi capitalist ni.

Minggu ketiga January 2009, aku mengambil kesempatan cuti Chinese New Year untuk berada di Port Dickson, dua family, family besar aku dan family kak Nik sewa satu apartment dan stay satu malam. Mama yang arrangekan trip kali ni, thanks mama. Banyak aktiviti bersama family mcm main swimming pool, main pantai dan main games sampai tgh malam... very good apartment facilities yang diorang ni ada ... rasa tak rugi invest sikit untuk bersama2 family masa cuti2 macam ni.

Minggu keempat January 2009, aku bersama maksue ke Taman Negara Kuala Tahan. Memang adventure theme kali ni, hari pertama sampai pukul 3 ptg, cari tempat makan dan tempat untuk aktiviti keesokan harinya. Trip kali ni memang main terjah aje. Kalau tak de tempat bermalam, kami plan untuk lepak kat tepi sungai jer, jadi orang asli. Tapi alhamdulillah, ada jugak rezeki kami, ada satu chalet available. Kami berkesempatan membuat jungle trekking, mandi di Lubuk Simpon, bukan lubuk pun ... sungai je, pergi ke Lata Berkoh. Kesimpulannya, memang penat tapi berbaloi.

Minggu pertama February 2009, kami bekerja sambil berehat di Bukit Tinggi Pahang, satu big family... hujung minggu tu, duduk di Berjaya Meranti Park Suites, tempatnya cantik dan banyak jugak aktiviti boleh dibuat... macam main boling, jogging, melawat tempat

Minggu kedua February 2009, satu keputusan yang tegas perlu diambil untuk membendung keadaan yg tak menentu berkenaan projek UniKL. After beberapa meeting dan discussion, management dah putuskan yg kena put a stop to the project and enter new top level discussion and meeting. Tunggu jer lah macam mana kesudahannya.

Lepas keputusan tu, aku menjadi semakin sibuk travelling dari KL ke projek-projek di Pantai Timur, penat badan rasanya... ni dah masuk minggu ke 4 Februari, minggu depan dah masuk bulan Mac, masa cepat berlalu.

Update ...

2008-12-07T20:00:00.009+08:00

Dah dekat setengah bulan tak menulis dalam blog ni... just nak update aktiviti weekend. Last week, dari 28hb November 2008 sampai 2hb December 2008, ada macam-macam aktiviti perlu diselesaikan di Kelantan... berkenaan projek UMK yang dah sampai ke penghujung.

Mama sampai KL jumaat petang tu, lepas serahkan kunci kereta pada MakSue, kami terus bertolak ke Kelantan. Dalam perjalanan, kami singgah di Lata Iskandar, in between Tapah - Tanah Rata, Cameron Highland. Macam biasa semua nak berhenti rehat di sini sebab ada air terjunnya yang cantik dan memang tak sah kalau tak singgah. Teruskan perjalanan melalui Cameron Highland, terperangkap pulak dengan tanah runtuh... dekat 45 minit tunggu untuk JKR clear kan ...

Sampai di Kota Bahru pukul 1:30 pagi (Sabtu)... penat betul driving dalam keadaan hujan dan jalan licin. Sepanjang di Kota Bahru, tak kelihatan pun matahari, asyik hujan. Hari kedua, Pangkalan Chepa dan beberapa tempat berdekatan dinaiki air. Nasib baik sempat pergi rumah Pak Uteh sebelum tu. Athirah dah 5 bulan ... sekejap jer nanti dah pandai berjalan pulak.

Hari Isnin malam tu ada Majlis Santapan Bersama Tuanku Canselor, UMK anjurkan. Kami dijemput memeriahkan lagi majlis tu ... My hero semua kat hotel ... alhamdulillah semua ok ... boleh jugak harap abg-abg nya jaga adik Ajim. Ayah dan Mak balik pukul 12:15am tu ... Ajim dah tidur.

Hari Selasa tu, kami mula bertolak balik dari Kota Baru. Sebelum keluar dari KB, rasa tak sah kalau tak singgah di Kawasan Perusahaan Serunding tak jauh dari Hotel Renaissance. Masing-masing berminat nak cuba dan nak tahu macam mana Serunding dibuat. Kami pun belilah serunding, keropok bersira sambal, dan berbagai lagi produk perusahaan kampung ... niat tu nak memaju dan menyokong perniagaan orang2 kita... memang sedap dan tak rugi beli.

Dalam perjalanan balik, kami melalui jalan pantai... sebab dengarnya di Kuala Krai dah naik air dan dah tutup jalannya ke Gua Musang. Kami singgah berehat di Pekan Pasir Puteh tengahari tu ... Cantik jugak Masjid Jamek yang baru ni ... sebenarnya tak lah baru sangat ...

Apabila hampir sampai ke Kuala Terengganu, kami terpaksa berpatah balik sampai ke Setiu sebab jalan dari Setiu ke KT terputus disebabkan air sungai dah naik.. dari Setiu kami mengambil jalan pantai untuk ke KT. Serik rasanya kena berlari2 mengelakkan banjir ni... nasib baik lepas sahaja KT, dah tak de jalan2 yang rendah sampai ke selatan...

Kami singgah di Dungun melawat Along Dungun, dah nampak uzur dah dia ... harapan dan doa agar dia cepat sembuh... dan untuk kakLong, harap dapat bersabar dengan dugaan Allah ni.

Kami sampai KL pukul 12:30am Rabu tu... penat tak terkira.

Azfar & UPSR

2008-11-15T08:34:00.002+08:00

Minggu ni sibuk sikit dengan projek di KL. Minggu ni juga exam mama paper yang terakhir di UTM Semarak... lepas ni merdeka. Azfar menerima keputusan UPSR dia khamis lalu ...

Keputusan dia 1A dan 4B. Syukur pada tuhan... Kalau di ikutkan prestasi dia ... banyak dah berubah sampai dia boleh capai keputusan ni. Ayah berbangga ler jugak. Cuma kalau Azfar lebihkan sedikit rajin dia, InsyaAllah dia boleh dapat lebih cemerlang. Jangan lupa kurangkan main game.

Tapi tak dapat 5A pun dah macam-macam dia mintak pada Ayah, handphone color-color lah, komputer dalam bilik dia lah ... errrm maksue dah tanya apa Azfar suka... adalah yang maksue nak bagi tu... jangan tak jadi.

Tahun hadapan dia dah masuk sekolah menengah. Pastinya tahun depan lebih mencabar dan lebih dugaan. Azfar perlulah lebih fokus dan lebih rajin belajar. Semasa membuat pemerhatian di Kem Badan-Badan Beruniform minggu lepas (3 hari 2 malam), ayah dapat melihat peningkatan dari segi penampilan dan leadership skills. Platun yang diketuainya telah memenangi Platun Terbaik Keseluruhan dari lapanplatun yang ada. Keep up the good work.

Hopefully, dapatlah serapkan nilai-nilai yang baik di Kem tu ke dalam kehidupan seharian. Nilai-nilai seperti tolong menolong, berdikari, menghormati orang-orang yang lebih tua, ... jangan lupa menghormati masa ... Ayah percaya banyak lagi nilai-nilai baik yang dah diserap ke dalam diri ... supaya dapat menjadi insan yang sempurna.

SurgaMu

2008-11-12T12:34:00.003+08:00

Segala yang ada dalam hidupku
Kusadari semua milikMu
Ku hanya hambaMu yang berlumur dosa

Tunjukkan aku jalan lurusMu
Untuk menggapai SurgaMu
Terangiku dalam setiap langkah hidupku
Karena… ku tahu… Hanya Engkau… Tuhanku…

Allahu Akbar Allah Maha Besar
Ku memujaMu di setiap waktu
Hanyalah padaMu Tempatku berteduh
Memohon ridho dan ampunanMu

Tunjukkan aku jalan lurusMu
Untuk menggapai SurgaMu
Terangiku dalam setiap langkah hidupku
Karena… Kutahu… Hanya Engkau… Tuhanku…

Allahu Akbar Allah Maha Besar
KumemujaMu di setiap waktu
Hanyalah kepadaMu
Tempatku berteduh
Memohon ridho dan ampunanMu

Allahu Akbar Allah Maha Besar
KumemujaMu di Setiap Waktu.

On My 39th Birthday - 3rd November.

2008-11-03T12:32:00.000+08:00

1st November 2008 (Saturday)

Hari ni kami sekali lagi kena ke JB, hantar mama ada exam. Kali ni sampai di JB lebih awal. Lepas hantar mama, kami ke Hutan Bandar, JB... salah satu tempat rekreasi... sayang tak dapat nak ambil gambar, sebab bateri kamera terlupa nak charge.

Balik kami ikut jalan pantai, tak lalu highway. Kami lalu Pontian, Batu Pahat, Muar dan terus ke Melaka. Berhenti makan Seafood di Batu Pahat... walaupun plan asal nak makan Mee Bandung di Muar. Tapi takut sampai Muar semua dah selamat tidor, so berhenti jugak di Batu Pahat...

Kami makan ikan pari bakar (pilihan Azfar), Telur Bungkus (pilihan Azri), LeyCheeKang (pilihan ayah) ... sayur kangkung ... dan sup ekor (pilihan Azlan). Sampai Melaka pukul 10:30pm.

Tahniah pada mama, dah habis belajar... Convo bulan March 2009. After this, weekend akan kami habis kan di rumah ... sebab dah lama weekend kami always on the move... Tahniah sekali lagi mama, you are very focus with what you want in life. We all support you.

2nd November 2008 (Sunday)

As planned, hari ni kami nak bawa makngah ke rumah tukang urut di Lubuk Redan... bunyi macam di Indonesia ... just 30km from our home je. Makngah last week kena disc slip, kesian dia. Memanglah sakit ... so sementara nak tunggu appointment doktor tu yang lambat sangat, kami rasa ada baiknya kami minta tolong kat tempat yg kami selalu pergi urut tu. Azfar, Azri dan Azlan tak nak ikut ... dia tahu nanti kena menunggu lama... Bila sampai kat sana, slot petang dah penuh... kena pergi malam pulak ... so kami balik semula dan berborak kat rumah kami ... Dah lama tak berbual dengan mak, hampir 3 jam jugak dapat berbual dengan dia dengan makngah. Malam tu kami sekali lagi hantar makngah ke rumah tukang urut tu ... balik pukul 11:45pm.

3rd November 2008 (Monday)

Sampai rumah pukul 12:15am ... buka jer pintu ... dah ada kek dengan lilin terpasang ... mama wish happy birthday ... thanks for everything mama. Yang lain-lain dah di alam mimpi.
Pagi-pagi lepas mandi dan solat, kami pun makan kek dan lepas tu masing-masing menjalankan tugas di pagi Isnin ni.

Kek Cappucino Ice Cream... bestnya... tak sempat nak ambil gambar masa dia sempurna ... ni dah 60% nak habis ... nasib baik sempat ambil gak ...

Hadiah atas meja.

Kek dan Kad...

bunga...

Semua hadiah ni dari orang-orang yang tersayang... Thanks for loving me ... and may Allah bless us always.

Demi Waktu - Maafkanlah Aku.

2008-10-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

Aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya
Yang kini hadir diantara kita
Namun ku juga takkan bisa menepis bayangmu
Yang slama ini temani hidupku.

Maafkan aku menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu yang bergilir di sampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bila ku bisa memilih.

Kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya
Mungkin semua tak kan seperti ini
Dirimu dan dirinya kini ada di hatiku
Membawa aku dalam kehancuran.

Satu Hari di Johor Bahru

2008-10-19T22:51:00.001+08:00

19th October 2008 - Bertolak dari Melaka pukul 8:15am. Nak hantar mama ke Skudai, ada Exam dan kelas. Sampai ke Skudai pukul 9:55am. Tak sangka masih boleh sampai ke Skudai sebelum pukul 10:00am... in one piece.

Dengan tak sarapan, lepas hantar mama, kami terus ke Jaya Jusco Skudai. Cari apa yang patut. Lepas tu terus ke rumah Mak Ndak di Senai... Mak Ndak masak sedap2 untuk anak2 buah dia... walaupun dia baru balik kerja malam ... Caya lah Mak Ndak.

Lepas makan dan solat berjemaah di rumah Mak Ndak, kami buat tour satu pekan JB.

Nak keluar jalan2, tak berapa sesuai... sebab dengan hujan lebat tu ... at last kami pun decide pergi ke Angsana Mall. Azfar dan Azri punya cadangan... sebab dia nak tunjukkan Ajim tempat mainan yang best dia pernah main ... agaknya lah ... beriya2 dia main berempat...

Lepas tu pukul 4, dah kena ambil mama di UTM, dia dah call ... Ajim masih tak nak keluar dari tempat mainan ni ... dah tak de cara nak buat ... pakat dengan brader jaga taman tu, suruh dia cakap dengan Ajim ... masa dah habis ... baru lah semua nak keluar.

Sekali lagi kitorang makan bekalan yg Mak Ndak bekal kan tu ... habis licin ... sebab semua dah penat-penat ... makan kat padang kawad UTM ...

Lepas tu bertolak balik, sampai rumah pukul 7:15pm ... Habis dah hari minggu kami ...

The No 1 - Muhammad Azfar Bin Amir

2008-10-14T23:00:00.000+08:00

The No 2 - Muhammad Azri Bin Amir

2008-10-14T22:57:00.000+08:00

The Great Leadership Challenge

2008-10-09T21:52:00.000+08:00

If you want to be a leader who attracts quality people, the key is to become a person of quality yourself. Leadership is the ability to attract someone to the gifts, skills, and opportunities you offer as an owner, as a manager, as a parent.

What's important in leadership is refining your skills. All great leaders keep working on themselves until they become effective. Here are some specifics:

Learn to be strong but not impolite. It is an extra step you must take to become a powerful, capable leader with a wide range of reach. Some people mistake rudeness for strength.
It's not even a good substitute.

Next, learn to be kind but not weak. We must not mistake weakness for kindness. Kindness isn't weak. Kindness is a certain type of strength. We must be kind enough to tell someone the truth. We must be kind enough and considerate enough to lay it on the line. We must be kind enough to tell it like it is and not deal in delusion.

Next, learn to be bold but not a bully. It takes boldness to win the day. To build your influence, you've got to walk in front of your group. You've got to be willing to take the first arrow, tackle the first problem, discover the first sign of trouble. Like the farmer, if you want any rewards at harvest time, you have got to be bold and face the weeds and the rain and the bugs straight on. You've got to seize the moment.

Here's the next step. You've got to learn to be humble but not timid. You can't get to the high life by being timid.
Some people mistake timidity for humility. But humility is a virtue; timidity is a disease. It's an affliction. It can be cured, but it is a problem.

Humility is almost a God-like word. A sense of awe. A sense of wonder. An awareness of the human soul and spirit. An understanding that there is something unique about the human drama versus the rest of life. Humility is a grasp of the distance between us and the stars, yet having the feeling that we're part of the stars.

Here's a good tip: Learn to be proud but not arrogant. It takes pride to build your ambitions. It takes pride in your community. It takes pride in a cause, in accomplishment. But the key to becoming a good leader is to be proud without being arrogant.

Do you know the worst kind of arrogance? Arrogance from ignorance. It's intolerable. If someone is smart and arrogant, we can tolerate that. But if someone is ignorant and arrogant, that's just too much to take.

The next step is learning to develop humor without folly. In leadership, we learn that it's okay to be witty but not silly; fun but not foolish.

Next, deal in realities. Deal in truth. Save yourself the agony of delusion. Just accept life as it is. Life is unique. The whole drama of life is unique. It's fascinating.

Life is unique. Leadership is unique. The skills that work well for one leader may not work at all for another.
However, the fundamental skills of leadership can be adopted to work well for just about everyone: at work, in the community, and at home.

Biarlah Bulan Bicara

2008-01-18T00:26:00.000+08:00

A Written Goal Must Have Time Frames

2008-01-15T19:55:00.000+08:00

One of the key components of a written goal is that it must have a time frame or deadline. Time frames give you a frame of reference. They also allow you to know when you can stop. And, after all, if you don't know when you can stop, what's the motivation to start?

Having a time frame makes it easier to formulate a plan for achieving the goal. For example, if my goal is to lose 20 pounds in 10 months, I can draw up a plan that has me losing
2 pounds a month or one pound every 2 weeks.

If I leave it open ended, how soon will I get frustrated with the lack of results, because I have no way of measuring them, and just give up?

Most people doom themselves to failure before they even start. They say things like, "Some day I'm going to quit this job and get a better one;" "I'm going to start my own business sometime in the next few years;" "Some day I'm going to lose this extra twenty pounds;" Whenever you hear somebody use one of the above phrases, rest assured none of those things will ever happen.

Let's examine one of the vague words people use to help sabotage themselves: let's look at the word "sometime." Sometime is an interesting word because it could mean anytime, but the way we use it, it usually means never.

Have you ever asked one of your children to do something around the house and they reply, "Sure mom (dad), I'll get around to it sometime." What does their reply tell you? That it's probably never going to get done.

What if you called me on the phone to set up a sales appointment with me and said, "Can I come over and see you sometime?" And I said, "Sure," then hung up. When would you come by? I'd say you better come over right away, because other than right now you'll never know when I'm going to be there.

Has this ever happened to you: you're walking down the street and you run into someone you haven't seen in a while, and couldn't care less if you ever saw him or her again. You find yourself saying, "Hey, haven't seen you in ages. You look great! We should get together sometime. Give me a call sometime. Better yet, give me your number and I'll call you sometime." Why do you say that: because you don't ever want to see that person again.

We use the word "sometime," when we don't want to do something. So, what are we saying when we take the word "sometime" and tack it onto the end of our goals and plans?
Unfortunately, we're saying it's never going to happen.

When you write down your goal, please remember to write down the year or date you intend to achieve it by, because a goal is a dream with a deadline.

Don't Quit

2007-11-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

When things go wrong, as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When funds are low and the debts are high,
And you want to smile but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must, but don't you quit.

Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
When he might have won if he'd stuck it out.
Don't give up, though the pace seems slow -
You may succeed with another blow.

Often the goal is nearer than
It seems to a faint and faltering man;
Often the struggler has given up
When he might have captured the victor's cup,
And he learned too late, when the night slipped down,
How close he was to the golden crown.
Success is failure turned inside out -
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are -
It may be near when it seems afar;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit -
It's when things seem worst that you mustn't quit.

Source of my energy.

2007-09-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

Looking at their face enough to energize me...
Kalau bagi diorang duduk kat laut tu sampai sehari pun tak pe...

Azim dengan gaya tersendiri.
Azim dengan mama ... tak ketinggalan.

Melbourne.

2007-09-11T18:18:00.000+08:00

Melbourne...

Rules For A Perfect Day

2007-05-22T00:26:00.000+08:00

Just for today...

I will try to live and delight in the reality of being alive. My past is forever gone, my future an uncertainty, so I will be happy and thankful for each moment.

I will not allow negative input into my mind... happiness is a choice and I choose to be happy.

I will be thankful to God for my health, my loved ones, my business, and my country. I will also be thankful for any pain in crisis that helps me grow because God has said, be thankful in all things.

I will take care of my body, realizing the importance of the words moderation and balance, knowing that as I bring my flesh under control, how much easier it will be to control my will and my actions.

I will treat everyone I meet today the way I would like to be treated. I will strive to have them like themselves better when they're with me.

I will avoid gossip, jealousy, and negative thinking. Most people don't think about what they think about. Today, I will make a conscious effort to hold loving and beautiful thoughts in my mind.

I will write down my priorities; thinking of my loved ones and my responsibilities. I may not get everything done, but I will do the most productive thing possible at every given moment.

I will strive to humble myself before others, controlling my ego and making other people feel important.

I will spend time in study, learning how to better serve my fellowman. I know my growth in all areas is in direct proportion to the service I give to others.

I will not take rejection personally. I am first and foremost in the people business and, thus, realize they can only reject my proposal and not me. I will keep on keepin' on.

I will spend time in prayer, asking God to let others see the light of His shining love through me.

Success is Predictable

2007-05-10T13:01:00.000+08:00

It's so easy to fall into the trap of thinking successful businesses and world-class people started out that way. So easy to be seduced into thinking that those who achieve the extras got there through lucky breaks and superior talents.

Not true. Every dream starts off small. Sam Walton started with a single store (Wal-Mart is now the world's largest company). U2 started with its first gig. Picasso started with his first painting. And then each and every day they took small, focused steps into the direction of the mountaintop.

Success is no accident. Instead, it's a choice - and one you can make today. By reaching higher. By being bolder and by investing in yourself. Because as you learn more, you can be more.

Principles for Becoming an Achiever in Life

2006-11-22T21:41:00.000+08:00

No matter from what background, circumstances, or environment you may have come, it's always essential to strive to better yourself. I have great respect for those who are born into horrible and demeaning situations in life.

And yet, in spite of their situations, they got up, got out, and became successes. Some of these individuals were born on dirt floors, having to wallow in poverty, surrounded by crime, gangs, drugs, and worse.

I honor those who achieved success in spite of such challenges; especially, those who were abused by parents, guardians, caregivers, or people who are supposed to be trustworthy.

What enables people to transcend dismal situations? I believe it's because they have come to know and recognize the enemies of achievement.

First, they know that physical poverty hurts, but they also realize that poverty of the spirit is a greater problem than just being poor in money and in resources.

A spirit of cynicism and a sense of boredom are the greatest enemies of progress. They produce inaction, reluctance, and cause one to retreat.

To advance and develop, you must know you can; and then, you must take action. Self-awareness, personal growth, education, and entrepreneurial "spunk" lead to success.

The person who transcends even the most bleak of circumstances is the one who believes that in a universe of unlimited possibilities, there's always another opportunity to make things just a little better.

Second, achievers believe in themselves. Why should you believe in yourself? The achievement of anything begins with the idea that it is possible to do and that you can do it.
Belief is a powerful motivator.

Every year thousands of people go forth seeking to live their dreams. Many struggle but through persistent effort and belief in themselves, they become successful in creating a stable and secure life for themselves.

Third, achievers have figured out that problems and challenges come with the territory, and they are undaunted by them. Those who rise up and become successes in life view challenges merely as inconveniences and not as problems.

>From their perspective, no challenge is permanent, and they
act as if obstacles don't even exist. They set goals and forge ahead. They go under, over, around, and through. They focus on solutions.

They've also learned that it does no good to complain to people who don't care and can't help you. So if you're going to complain, find people who care. If you can't, be quiet and move on!

Fourth, achievers never use lack of talent as an excuse for not making an effort. At some point, many of us learn to be afraid and skeptical of our chances to accomplish what we want. But at what point do we choose to quit or give up? You must be determined to persevere, endure, and overcome.

Fifth, achievers find joy. There is joy in living meaningfully, with a clear purpose and using creative intelligence. That choice is up to each of us. Joy is happiness that does not depend on circumstance. Find your wellspring of joy and go to it every day.

Growth is what life is about. On the one hand it comes naturally, on the other hand it comes by exerting some effort. Achievers realize that all of the elements and tools necessary to grow and develop are available. Developing your mind and body comes as the result of being curious, wanting to learn, and directing your energy.

Getting with others to set goals and work, makes it easier to encourage yourself, improve your condition, and stretch.
Eventually, you will encounter people who often believe in you more than you believe in yourself. It's by meeting life's challenges together that we are strengthened, grow, and achieve our dreams.

On Cultivating Persistence

2006-09-27T20:11:00.000+08:00

"The person of good and lawful purpose cannot fail. It only needs that he daily re-new the fire and energy of his fixed resolve, to consummate his object." (The Mastery of Destiny)

It is the great equalizer for all of those reaching for success. It overcomes lack of education, money, talent, intelligence, looks and all other seeming advantages.

President Calvin Coolidge said nothing could take its place.
"Persistence and determination alone are omnipotent."

I cannot think of one victory I've ever had that I won without persistence. For a while I just thought that I had to work harder and longer than anyone else in order to achieve because nothing has ever come easy for me.

Then I really looked around and noticed that everyone else was just like me. Every mentor I've ever had and every successful person I've ever known has their own story of how persistence was the key to their success.

Here's what Bob Proctor teaches on one of the Universal Laws called the Law of Gender: "This law decrees that all seeds (ideas are spiritual seeds) have a gestation or incubation period before they manifest.

In other words, when you choose a goal or build the image in your mind, a definite period of time must elapse before that image manifests in physical results."

Coming from a family of six generations of farmers I certainly understand the gestation of a seed. In fact, one of my most favorite inspirational examples about persistence is the story of an Asian Bamboo species that even after five years of watering, weeding and fertilizing is barely visible.

Then in a span of about six weeks it grows two and a half feet a day to 90 feet and higher. It grows so fast that you can literally "hear" it growing. The question to ask is did the bamboo grow 90 feet in six weeks or did it grow 90 feet in five years?

Obviously it grew 90 feet in five years, for all the time when growth wasn't visible it was developing a massive root system that would later support it's magnificent growth.

Can you see where the current circumstances in your life are developing your massive root system? Can you see where you must continue to "fertilize" and "water" yourself even though maybe you can't see any visible changes today?

Napoleon Hill thought that persistence was such a key to success that he devoted an entire chapter to it in the classic "Think and Grow Rich."

He writes, "Persistence is a state of mind, therefore it can be cultivated... Before success comes in any person's life, he is sure to meet with much temporary defeat, and, perhaps, some failure. When defeat overtakes a person, the easiest and most logical thing to do is to QUIT. That is exactly what the majority of people do.

More than five hundred of the most successful people this country has ever known, told the author their greatest success came just one step beyond the point at which defeat had overtaken them."

And that's worth thinking about.

Selalu Ada.

2006-08-09T14:22:00.000+08:00

aku ingin menjadi mimpi indah dalam tidurmu
aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg mungkin bisa kau rindu
karena langkah merapu tanpa dirimu
oh karena hati tlah letih

aku ingin menjadi sesuatu yg selalu bisa kau sentuh
aku ingin kau tahu bahwa ku selalu memujamu
tanpamu sepinya waktu merantai hati
oh bayangmu seakan-akan

kau seperti nyanyian dalam hatiku
yg memanggil rinduku padamu
seperti udara yg kuhela kau selalu ada

hanya dirimu yg bisa membuatku tenang
tanpa dirimu aku merasa hilang dan sepi,

kau selalu ada selalu ada, kau selalu ada.

Buat Kita Renungkan

2006-07-28T10:49:00.000+08:00

Kita mesti telanjang dan benar-benar bersih
Suci lahir dan di dalam batin
Tengoklah ke dalam sebelum bicara
Singkirkan debu yang masih melekat.

Anugerah dan bencana adalah kehendakNya
Kita mesti tabah menjalani
Hanya cambuk kecil agar kita sadar
Adalah Dia di atas segalanya

Anak menjerit-jerit, asap panas membakar
Lahar dan badai menyapu bersih
Ini bukan hukuman, hanya satu isyarat
Bahwa kita mesti banyak berbenah

Memang, bila kita kaji lebih jauh
Dalam kekalutan, masih banyak tangan
Yang tega berbuat nista... oh

Tuhan pasti telah memperhitungkan
Amal dan dosa yang kita perbuat
Kemanakah lagi kita kan sembunyi
Hanya kepadaNya kita kembali
Tak ada yang bakal bisa menjawab
Mari, hanya tunduk sujud padaNya

Ebiet G Ade

** Kita mesti berjuang memerangi diri, bercermin dan banyaklah bercermin,
Tuhan ada di sini di dalam jiwa ini, berusahalah agar Dia tersenyum.
Berubahlah agar Dia tersenyum.

Berita Kepada Kawan

2006-07-28T09:55:00.000+08:00

Perjalanan ini terasa sangat menyedihkan
Sayang, engkau tak duduk di sampingku kawan
Banyak cerita yang mestinya kau saksikan
Di tanah kering berbatuan

Tubuh ku terguncang di hempas batu jalanan
Hati tergetar menampak kering rerumputan
Perjalanan ini pun seperti jadi saksi
Gembala kecil menangis sedih

Kawan coba dengar apa jawabnya
Ketika ia ku tanya "Mengapa?"
Bapak ibunya telah lama mati
Ditelan bencana tanah ini

Sesampainya di laut ku khabarkan semuanya
Kepada karang, kepada ombak, kepada matahari
Tetapi semua diam, tetapi semua bisu
Tinggal aku sendiri terpaku menatap langit

Barangkali di sana ada jawabnya
Mengapa di tanahku terjadi bencana
Mungkin Tuhan mulai bosan melihat tingkah kita
Yang selalu salah dan bangga dengan dosa-dosa
Atau alam mulai enggan bersahabat dengan kita
Coba kita bertanya pada rumput yang bergoyang

Ebiet G Ade.

Moga2 Allah selamatkan semua umat Islam di dunia ini dari segala mala petaka dan bencana.

Is it me ... maybe.

2006-07-04T13:43:00.000+08:00

***My Power Color Is Magenta***

At Your Highest:
You energize yourself and push others to suceed.

At Your Lowest:
You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.

In Love:
You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.

How You're Attractive:
Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.

Your Eternal Question:
"What is my next source of inspiration?"

What's Your Power Color?

http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpowercolorquiz/

***You Are Lightning***
Beautiful yet dangerous

People will stop and watch you when you appear

Even though you're capable of random violence
You are best known for: your power
Your dominant state: performing
What Type of Weather Are You?

http://www.blogthings.com/whattypeofweatherareyouquiz/

***You Are Crimson Red***
Down to earth and warm-hearted, you instantly make everyone feel at ease around you. And while you have an understated passion - you lack the uncontrolled passion of most other reds.

You prefer to sit back and enjoy every situation life has to offer. You put an optimistic spin on everything. And even when things are going well, you don't get too amped up. You prefer to keep your emotions as steady as possible.

What Color Red Are You? http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorredareyouquiz/

***Your Aura is Green***
You're very driven, competitive, and even a bit jealous.However, you seek out balance in your life - and you usually achieve it!
The purpose of your life: inspiring others to be better
Famous greens include: Tony Robbins, Donald Trump, Martha Stewart
Careers for you to try: Guru, CEO, Talk Show Host
What Color Is Your Aura?http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorisyourauraquiz/

Are we prepared.....We better be!

2006-06-26T16:15:00.000+08:00

Allah is the Greatest.

When we are leaving this world for the next one, it shall be like a trip to another country.

The details of that country won't be found in glamorous travel brochures but in the Holy Qura'an and the Hadiths. The plane won't be Middle East Air Line, British Airways, Gulf Air or Emirates Air Line but Janazah Air. The luggage won't be the allowed 30 Kilograms, but are our deeds no matter how heavy they weigh. We don't pay for excess luggage. They are carried free of charge, with our Creator's compliment.

Our dress won't be Pierre Cardin suits or the like but the white cotton shroud. Our perfume won't be Channel, Paco Rabanne, but the camphor and attar. Our passports won't be Emirates, British, French or American but Al -Islam. Our visa won't be the 6 months leave to stay or else, but, The "La Ilaha Illallah Muhammad Rasul Allah". The airhostess won't be a gorgeous female, but Izrail and itslike.

The in-flight services won't be 1st class or economy but a piece of beautifully scented or foul smelling cloth. Our place of destination won't be Heathrow Terminal 1 or Jeddah International Terminal but the last Terminal Graveyard. Our waiting lounge won't be nice carpeted and air-conditioned rooms but the 6 feet deep gloomy Qabr. The Immigration Officer won't be His Majesty's officers, but Munkar and Nakeer. They only check out whether we deserve the place we yearn to go. There is no need for Customs Officers or detectors. The transit airport will be Al Barzakh. Our final place of destination will be either the Garden under which rivers flow or the Hellfire. This trip does not come with a price tag. It is free of charge, so our savings would not come handy.

This flight can never be hijacked so do not worry about terrorists. Food won't be served on this flight so do not worry about our allergies or whether the food is Halal. Do not worry about legroom; we will not need it, as our legs will become things of the past. Do not worry about delays. This flight is always punctual. It arrives and leaves on time. Do not worry about the in-flight entertainment program because we would have lost all our sense of joy. Do not worry about booking this trip, it has already been booked, the day we became a fetus in our mothers’ womb.Ah! At last good news! Do not worry about who will be sitting next to us. We will have the luxury of being the only passenger.

So enjoy it while we can. If only we can! One small snag though, this trip comes with no warning. Are we prepared.....we better be!

Live in truth.

2006-06-24T03:38:00.000+08:00

The key to opening the door to your most-desired, future life is to acknowledge where you are presently -- right at this very moment.

Some of us don't want to face the truth. We're afraid of what might happen if we really know where we are personally, professionally, financially and spiritually. But, to move forward, toward the life we really want, we have to know where we stand. We have to take inventory of our lives.
Some people are even more afraid of what others might think if they really knew the truth about us. But forget about them right now. The most important person to be truthful with is yourself, because, when it comes down to it, you are the most important person in your life. If you're not honest with YOU, you won't be able to be honest with anyone else.

For example: Maybe your plan was to own your own home, be the president of your own company and have a million plus in the bank by the time you were 30 years old. You take a look around and realize that 30 has come and gone, you're renting a house and are living paycheck to paycheck, working at a job you don't enjoy.

Sure, you want more. You wish your old plan had materialized. But it didn't. You can't keep looking back, wallowing in what could have been. What you can do is create a new plan, then take one goal at a time and make it happen.

Maybe your new first goal is to change jobs or start your own business. You have unique skills no one else has -- use them to create a career you love. Then, after you take that first step, you can move forward to create your dream life, goal by goal. If you've been lying to yourself, avoiding the truth of your life, it's time to come clean.

Action Step:
In closing this week, I'd like to offer an exercise to complete in the week ahead:
Get honest with yourself.
Forget about your goals for a minute, and concentrate on getting really honest with your present situation.
The truth about any situation is not what you want it to be.
It isn't what it should be. It isn't what it would have been.
The truth is what it is. No amount of sugar coating will make it anything different.
Take inventory of your present truth in these categories:
A. Your physical self
B. Your spiritual self
C. Your financial self
D. Your professional self
E. Your personal self

Ask yourself these three questions for each category:
1. How do I perceive this area of my life?
2. How would I describe this area of my life if I were being completely honest to myself?
3. Are numbers 1 and 2 identical?

(If they are, you are being honest with yourself. If they aren't, it's time to begin making them the same.)

Hari Ini dan Hari Semalam.

2006-06-21T18:55:00.000+08:00

Hari ini aku perlu lebih kuat dari semalam, lebih baik dari semalam, lebih hensem dari semalam, lebih segala-galanya dari semalam. Tapi, macam mana semangat macam tak berapa kuat je ni ... mungkin dah terlalu banyak layan bola ... sampai badan tak kuat untuk bertahan.

Anyway, dalam proses nak memperkuatkan semangat ... terbaca beberapa tulisan dari beberapa website, at least dapat membantu memberikan nafas baru buat aku harungi di hari ini ...

How to Program Your Mind to Attract What You Want

We all aspire to be, do and have great things. Yet most of us simply aren't creating the results we want. We don't have enough money, romance, success or joy in our lives. But what we need to understand is that greatness exists in all of us. It is simply up to us to pull it out of ourselves. We all have genius. We just need to learn how to apply it.

Decide What You Want...
In order to get what you want, you must first decide what you want. Most people really foul up at this crucial first step because they simply can't see how it's possible to get what they want -- so they don't even let themselves want it.

Don't sabotage yourself that way!
What scientists now know about how the brain works is that you must first decide WHAT you want, before your brain can figure out HOW to get it. Once you lock-in your desires, your mind and the universe can step in. Are you ready to get started?

Be Willing to Dream Big Dreams...
As soon as you commit to a big dream and really go after it, your subconscious creative mind will come up with big ideas to make it happen.
You'll start attracting the people, resources, and opportunities you need into your life to make your dream come true. Big dreams not only inspire you, they compel others to want to play big, too.

Set Goals That Will Stretch You...
Another value in giving yourself permission to go after the big dreams is that big dreams require you to grow in order to achieve them. In fact, in the long run, that is the greatest benefit you will receive from pursuing your dreams -- not so much the outer trappings of fulfilling the dream (an expensive car, impressive house, loads of money and philanthropic opportunities), but who you become in the process.

As I've seen many times over, the outer symbols of success, can all be easily lost. Houses burn down, companies go bankrupt, relationships end in divorce, cars get old, bodies age and fame wanes, but who you are, what you have learned and the new skills you have developed never go away.

These are the true prizes of success. Motivational philosopher, Jim Rohn advises that "You should set a goal big enough that in the process of achieving it, you become someone worth becoming."

Service to Others...
Something else you'll discover is that when your dreams include service to others -- accomplishing something that contributes to others -- it also accelerates the accomplishment of that goal. People want to be part of something that contributes and makes a difference.

Turn Your Dreams into Goals and Objectives...
Once you are clear about what you want, you must turn each item into a measurable objective. By measurable, I mean measurable in space and time -- how much and by when. For instance, if you were to tell me that you wanted more money, I might pull out a dollar and give it to you, but you would probably protest, saying "No, I meant a lot more money -- like $20,000!" Well, how am I supposed to know unless you tell me? Similarly, your boss, your friends, your spouse, your brain -- God, the Universe -- can't figure out what you want unless you tell them specifically what it is. What do you want -- exactly -- and when do you want it by?

Write Your Goals Down...
Write your goals down in detail, and read your list of goals every day. This will keep your subconscious mind focused on what you want. For an even more powerful approach, close your eyes and focus on each goal and ask yourself, "What is one thing I could do today to move toward the achievement of this goal?" Write down your answers and take those actions.
To help your reticular activating system begin finding YOUR wants in unexpected places, take time now to decide what you want and start writing!

Remember, don't hold back!

Apa Yang Aku Cari

2006-05-24T13:27:00.000+08:00

Hari ini aku rasa bagai ada yang hilang dalam hidupku ini. Apa yang aku cari ?? Aku pun tidak pasti. Aku mendekatkan diri dengan berfikir pasal kejadian alam dan apa yang terkandung di dalamnya.

Kenapa manusia sekarang ni tidak langsung meletakkan agama Islam pada tahap aplikasi tertinggi. Kita lihat apa yang kita lakukan hari ini mengikut lunas-lunas dan hukum Islam sepenuhnya ke??

Kenapa kita tidak menjadikan Al Quran sebagai panduan dan petunjuk?? Hanya gunakan Al Quran sebagai alat mengupas dan meyedapkan ceramah-ceramah agama, tapi apakah ada orang yang mengaplikasikannya.

Apa akan jadi dengan kehidupan yang sementara ini ...

Pusaka

2006-04-28T17:51:00.000+08:00

Pagi ini amat hening sekali, aku melihat jam di meja sebelah kamar ku, 4:35 pagi. Entah kenapa aku tidak dapat memejamkan lagi mataku. Aku tidur agak lewat semalam.
Aku bangun duduk termenung di meja tulis. Tidak semena-mena, tanganku mencapai Terjemahan Al Quran di atas meja itu. Kebetulan terselak pada mukasurat 74. Entah mengapa aku tiba-tiba berminat untuk meneliti hadis Rasullullah s.a.w pada mukasurat itu.
"Kutinggalkan untuk kamu dua perkara (pusaka), taklah kamu akan tersesat selama-lamanya, selama kamu masih berpegang kepada keduanya, yaitu Kitabullah dan sunnah rasul-Nya"

Aku cuba berfikir dan berfikir, kenapa begitu penting kedua-dua nya sehingga Rasul meninggalkan wasiat itu. Kalau wasiat dari orang tua, tentunya barang itu amat berharga.

2006-04-28

2006-04-28T17:29:00.000+08:00

Hari ini, aku masih memikirkan tentang kelas pengajian yang aku ceburi sejak 2 bulan lepas. Aku tidak tahu apakah ini jalan yang sebenar atau aku masih dipersimpangan untuk mencari Pencipta... masih lagi tidak berjumpa.